Sunday, December 30, 2007

number four

站在十字路的交点
该怎么走
我却只剩回头
除了你给的伞
我再也没有别的借口去拥有你的什么

你能体谅我有雨天
偶尔胆怯你都了解
过去那些大雨落下的瞬间
我突然发现

谁能体谅我的雨天
所以情愿回你身边
此刻脚步会慢一些
如此坚决
你却越来越远

牵手和分手
来自同一双手
做回朋友
我却为何不懂挽留

是否太晚
路已走远
我的眼眶泪太满
走不回你身边

baby, this song is for you
thank you
goodbye
i love you

这一刻 突然觉得好熟悉
像昨天 今天同时在放映
我这句语气 原来好像你
不就是我们爱过的证据
差一点 骗了自己骗了你
爱与被爱不一定成正比
我知道被疼是一种运气
但我无法完全交出自己
努力为你改变却变不了 预留的伏线
以为在你身边 那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天可是昨天 已非常遥远
但闭上我双眼 我还看得见 
可惜不是你
陪我到最后 
曾一起走 却走失那路口 
感谢那是你
牵过我的手 
还能感受那温柔 
  那一段 我们曾心贴着心 
我想我更有权利关心你 
可能你 已走进别人风景 
多希望 也有 星光的投影  
感谢那是你
牵过我的手
  还能温暖我胸口



回忆过去

痛苦的相思忘不了

为何你还来拨动我心跳

爱你怎么能了

今夜的你应该明了

缘难了情难了

Saturday, December 22, 2007

number three

omg. shes so pretty. look her en pointe! her ankles so strong! and her extension is like beautiful!yes im going to SBA! for ballet like soon, next year! plus. im going to SP modern dance. yeah! modern dance sooo nice. i reeally lovee felicia's choreo for waves 12!
hee. what a cheeky photo. aint it hot. wld be nicer if there is rain. LOL! rachel's a pervert!
ayes. this whole week is like busted with the dance practices and chalet. lol. waves 12 is finally over. like totally, i think the concert was bad lah. nan hua dance so much nicer aint it pple! LOL! i miss NHDS! and DANCE INSPIRATION! and ballet and modern dance. and and and. so much thankew for the pple for actually came. LOL. plus. idk why i felt so sian
during the concert. i think perform too many times already lah. HAHA. i felt so nice when rachel and nicole hugged me during the finale! haha. plus they are modern dancers lah, omg.(:
had a freaking bad day today. was supposed to meet pam at 3pm at suntec. and pass randall her gift after svc. but i overslept till like late late. and zoozoo msg me say have to go shopping with mum. so we cant dance at esplanade. plus. yulianti called and she jeff they all at bugis eating steamboat ask me join. but i already promised mummy go shopping! HAHA! hell boy dilemma. but i went shopping
and
tadah! i spent like. 60 bucks at isetan. 123.2 at topshop. plus all the little 10 bucks here and there. omg. spendthrift. i brought mummy to cine for night life! HAHA! she says i can club with her on 24th dec. thats so cool! LOL! me loves.
anyways touch home and i forgot daddy! LOL. nvm. was like bombarded with all the msns convos. i miss boyfriend alot. so talk from like 1am to like 3am. its now 4am! aye. still waiting for hong ye to call meeee back. lol. im working 4pm tmr. how bad. sucky ducky. and i still miss boyfriend alot. plus plus. i realized its saturday! and my whole week is burned! ):
let me have a time check for next week

monday: belle and countdown party here and there!
tues: sleep in plus work with extra pay!
wed: waves 12 celebration party plus work
thurs: anatomy test plus ballet
friday: work plus night out with loves
saturday: sentosa with babes! and DANCE with joanne
sunday: work plus dinner

yaye! and school starts. nono.i want to go the siloso beach countdown. anyone?


tell me why
i felt crushed when i heard from you
and why my heart cringes
when u whispered
why i sighed
when u asked
and cried
when you spilled with joy.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

number two



the above picture is my leg. the slightly whitish area on my BIG toe is blister! if youre feeling sad for me, pls kindly donate. (: ahh.


HELLLLO. yaye. beeen v tired DANCING these 2 days! but its enjoyable, like 60%. haha! there wasnt school ytd and work was awesome (: stayed till like 11pm in sch. freaking late. but its good ive learnt up REGGAE! it takes alot of stamina to like bring out that sex appeal. gah. CAROL'S LIKE STILL MY GODDESS!


i bet wilfred tang like ran up 5 storeys high to see me but i wasnt there. sucha a funny convo, my classmates will never hear it like forever. HAHA. the director of optometry panting over the phone. OMG. im sososososoososos mean. bitch you mean. XD anyhoodles, i had a test. which i basically flunk. maybe , maybe not. guess what i did!? so there were 40 mcqs and i nearly ticked C for all. so there's arnd 35 Cs in my paper. im sure to get like 10 Cs right. AHAH how clever. (: praise me pple. worship. offerings!


there was a full rehearsal for WAVES 12. and i totally cant breathe with the mask on. goodnesss. i love the "can we chill" chereo. though i always forget like 5% of the steps. HAHA. and and and and. i love CHRISTABELLE PEH! and we had a good laugh about that lady over there. *dances our own chereo and laughs like mad* trained back with janice (:


hopped over to town. to catch a FREE show (: and i saw boyf. stupid hongye. AND MR HONGYE! he;s working NIGHT SHIFT only. goodness. ): and i was in sucha tom boyish outfit.HOW CAN! i hate you. as much as i adore you my good friend. cabbed home with william and hongye. i hope baby tan's mummy is good. and goodnews, hongye's night BAR! but ive o'sch till sat night. HOW!


rants. im tired. very tired. im gonna watch the blueman now. ( as what matthew calls it ) doraemon (: nights ass!

Monday, December 10, 2007

number one


great, dear blog. ive finally like have the motivation to like text it out. i love the way it rains like 24/7 now. HAHA! it'll be better if ive a boyf to kiss and make out in the rain. oh sheesh, sorry i think its pretty romantic. =] and hoody, i can wear the nicest cold wear like this season. 3 cheers.

pple. im like back to school again ): which i dread like, more than anything else. more than running. shee. and to make it worse, ive lecturers hounding me. even the head of optometry is calling me in for a talk. oh plulease. ive just self declared rachelccw's holidays for 2 weeks. aye, banish them all.

ACHIEVEMENT: i went to school today, in a BUS (:

okay. i was late for like psychology and report writing lesson. but ya. sorry guys, my grp didnt present cus i wasnt there. aights, i thought i cld actually give it a miss. dingdong sucker. anyways. i was like on the bus to schoool! and mr assik says CD lesson cancelled. i nearly scream, met kok instead for lunch and shopping but we did stupid things again. thanks for the company tho (: and thanks jeffery for the notes ; haha. so i went for lesson from 4pm to 5pm. i was late. like agains.

omggg. ive work tmr. yayness. i love work. and i hope boyf's working too.i love DANCE i love hanging around and playing nonsense. so much much much. good, i'll be busy for the rest of the week already! yippee.

happy birthday to randall (: will pass u ur gift like soon (:
DANCE CONCERT (WAVES)
10 bucks
21st DEC 07
6 to 10pm
anyone? (:

theres smth like. funny. or extraordinary i kinda realized. the uglier girls have boyfriends. but the prettier girls dont. why so? a guy enlighten me.